Friday, January 16th, 2004
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10:00 pm - ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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10:44 pm - Is it ok?
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My mom said that she wants me out of her sight after calling some horrible names and my dad keeps blabbing his problems to me and Im suppose to carry on everyday and be strong? Is it ok that I hate my grandmother and would be totally ok with the idea of never seeing her again? Is it ok that my own mom thinks I wont make it to college? Is it ok that I was writing a college essay while my parents were fighting upstairs today? How much longer am I suppose to put on a happy face for my little brothers so they wont be hurt? They are the only reasons I dont want to leave this house and live in a dorm b/c they will be destroyed amongst these animals that are suppose to be my parents. You know I use to take it as a compliment when people use to say to me,"you are really mature for your age" , maybe its b/c I never had a childhood! I just thought I would finally open the door to this part of my life for my friends to see. I dont want to hide things anymore. Im just tired. Tired.
current mood:  infuriated
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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8:51 pm - New Year Resolution time!!
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Ok, I change my mind. Too lifeless to think of a list. I guess I just want to be a better person all around. But until I think of the specifics...HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! Im wearing my poncho tonight! YEA! No , seriously I am ...
current mood:  good
current music: Iesha-Another Bad Creation
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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9:27 pm - I made it back
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My brother in law is hooking up some cable in my room! Score! Oh, can I hear a little holler from the people who saw Return of the King? HOLLER! lol. I promise never to say that again. That was such an experience I was in complete aw of the cinematography. And Billy Boyd singing! *TEAR* Go run out and see it if you have not and if you have go again! I think I have seriously almost gained all the weight that I lost back. GAH! I need to fix this! Just finished watching Rich Girls(love that show!) and they took a trip to London! SHEILA! I cant beleive this isnt going to happen after so many years of anticipation. I think I may still go , it will probably be with my family so it wont be so much fun. NOTE TO SHEILA: Are you still going to London over spring break? Im actually more excited for you b/c I know it will be your first time and you will love it! Im gonna go check on my brother in law. Then start packing for New Jersey. Blah! Happy HOlidays guys! Love y'all.
current mood:  crazy
current music: I Wanna Be-The Proclaimers
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8:41 pm - Cant believe its gone...
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I can still remember last years Christmas and New Years Eve. Its crazy how fast the year has gone by for me. Its terrifying as well. I am soo behind on college papers. I just dont want to write! I have two projects to do and guest to take care of over this "break". Its becoming a chore to enjoy the holidays. Is that right? I dont think so. I cant even write a scarse journal entry without being called upon. I'l be back later...hopefully.
current mood: frustrated
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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5:46 pm - Christmas Spirit
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December is here already! I think we are going to but a tree from Nall's tomorrow. I didnt sell an ad for yearbook. Oh well. I did try to. o one seems interested in overpaying to put a dinky ad in a high school yearbook. Wonder why? I still have to take Senioritis photos , so Im going to have to pull a fakie and ask people to put on the t-shirts and act spirited. I hate crap assignments like this! Started filling out college stuff last night , wasnt too bad. Started reading Wuthering Heights in English. Pretty good so far, but school always has a way of ruining good books. Thanksgiving was not so good this year. But my pre-Thanksgiving feast was awesome. Vanessa , Neela and I went over to Calleighs house and each made or brought our portion of the meal. I made the stuffing and green beans, Vanessa brought the chicken(no turkey),Calleigh did the mashed potatoes and Neela brought the pumpkin pie with vanilla cool whip. YUM! Then we watched How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days but Calleigh and I attacked eachother with cool whip half the time. Then we all played card games. Bullshit,crazy eights,war,slap jack,pairs,etc. Fun night. My sister and brother in law are coming Tuesday! I always love it when people come to stay. I have to jump start Environmental Club. It died and now I must bring it backto life at the meeting this Wednesday. Any ideas for activities that our club should do?
current mood:  busy
current music: The First Cut is the Deepest-Sheryl Crow
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003
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11:18 pm - Love Actually...
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Went to Shirlington Saturday with Vanessa and saw Love Actually. What an awesome movie! Loved it! Ate at my fav. Thai resturant in the world then had a better batter flavored ice cream in a waffle cone cup topped with marshmellows and hot caramel. YUM! I spoiled myself , yes, and it felt good! Today was Osmans b-day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! Friday I went and saw Wheres Charely? It was .... ok. Enough said. Gotta run. CIAO! Oh yeah and the font on some of my webpages is huge , any way to fix this? help!
current mood:  happy
current music: The Trouble With Love - Kelly Clarkson
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Monday, November 10th, 2003
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9:35 pm - Darn it
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So tomorrow we get to go to school late due to some parent/teacher thing. Crap load of people are asking me to go out to breakfest with them, but I cant b/c Im fasting! AHH! And Calleigh wante dme to go to Old Town with her before school and I sooooooo wanted to go so I could get my hat from the Irish Walk! All work and no play make Nilo a dull girl!
current mood:  disappointed
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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5:51 pm - Northern Withdrawal
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Im watching a Tim McGraw special on CNN and I am sooo homesick right now! I miss Longhorn and Chick-fil-a ! I miss my neighborhood and the people. I miss my relatives! Gosh, and my mom said we probably wont be headin down there until Spring Break! Miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!!Thanks for the call Sheila! I MISS YOU !
current mood: melancholy
current music: Dont Take the Girl - Tim McGraw
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Friday, November 7th, 2003
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6:56 pm - stole this from Stephs journal
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Name 9 things you're looking forward to. (Day to day or into the future)
* graduating
* getting married
* graduating from college
* eating a cinnamon raisen bagel
* Finishing the month of Ramadan
* Seeing LOTR:ROTK
* My famiy coming down from Ca and Ga
* gettimg my license
* mastering the piano or guitar
Name 8 things you wear daily.
* my watch
* a bra and undies
* shoes
* a smile (stpeh, im so stealing your answers!)
* a hair tie around my wrist
* contacts
* chapstick
* lotion? damn, ran out of things to say
Name 7 things that annoy you.
* people who feel superior
* Closed-minded people
* Osman
* long finger nails
* People who whine
* People who crave drama
* Katie ______
Name 6 things you touch every day.
* water
* my hair
* my nose, sike,lol
* a book
* my radio
Name 5 things you do every day.
* brush my teeth
* sing
* smile
* sleep
* eat
Name 4 people you'd want to spend more time with.
* Sheila
* Trey
* Brandon
* Victor
Name 3 movies you could watch over and over.
* Dumb and Dumber
* Now and Then
* That Thing You Do
Name 2 of your favorite songs at this moment.
* Old Joes Place - Folksmen
* Bette Davis Eyes - Kim Carnes
Name 1 person you could spend the rest of life with.
* ask me again in a couple of years
current mood: bored
current music: Bigger Than My Body - John Mayer
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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6:45 pm - GEORGETOWN!
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Took the Metro to Georgetown today with Calleigh , Claire ,Kaira and her friend. Sucks that i didnt have money and couldnt eat anything but I still managed to have a good time. Saw Jose and Savannah at H&M and bought myself a cinnamon bagel,YUM! Calleighs coming over soon and we are probably going to watch movies or something. Then tomorrow Im planning on taking my little brother over to Vanessas house with me , so he can hang with her little brother too. Ha, kinda funny. When I was a bit younger than him , my sister would take me over to Husnia's house and I would hang with her while she hung out with Hus' older sister,whowas also named nilo!haha, ok, Im gonna jet. Miss you guys in Ga!
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current mood: happy
current music: Volcano - Damien Rice
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Saturday, November 1st, 2003
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11:27 pm - SAT's , screw you
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Took my SAT's today! I have a pretty strong feeling that I did worse this time around. But thats the way it crumbles , cookie wise. lol. Afterwords I had to come home and baby-sit. When my dad got home we decided to go down to Manassas and shop around at Ikea. Then headed over to Chuck E Cheese. Mike called and asked if I could come down to Old Town and play some frisbee , but it was already nine and by time I got there it would be late. Just got home and considering the fact I took a 3 hour nap and a cup of coke I am sleepy.
Holloween was o-tah. All I did was go see TCM. And it was sooo NOT scary. But whatever. I did start freaking out when we headed out to Calleighs car. Everyone was in the car and my door wasnt opening so I was banging on Vanessas door and i hopped into her lap and was like,"shut the door!!!!" lol. Then My sandal fell and I almost left it behind. haha....well, guess you had to be there.
Coffee House was awesome. We have some serious talent rising out of our school. And now I shall go . OH YEAH, drove home tonight, I am a kickass driver! lol. Ok, nighty night.
current mood:  drained
current music: SNL
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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7:22 pm - Can it be done?
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So Friday is here again. I still havent jumped on the "start-applying-at-colleges" band wagon. I seriously can not find time! But obviously I will get to it. Tomorrow night Im trying to go and see The Texas Chainsaw Massacre with Calleigh. Heard it was uber scary. I'll more than likely be terrified about my surroundsing for the next two weeks or so. Then Saturday , Im going to an Election Seminar down by Fairoaks. I may take my little brother to see Scary Movie 3 at night. But with my stupid curfew I dont know how I can do anything. Sunday is Jen's b-day party at Uno's. Monday is Battle of the Bands , Wednesday meeting, Thursday Coffee House and Friday is SENIOR SKIP DAY! But its too bad that I have SAT's thenest day so I cant stay up late. Pus I have deadline for yearbook all next week and crap loads of work due for Film Studies. And oh so much more but my fingers feel like they are going to fall off , so Im gonna go have dinner and continue watching I Love the 80's Strikes Back. Ciao!
current mood: busy
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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12:33 pm - Damn it ! Im so freakin bored!
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I am serioulsy bored right now and I am about to rip my hair out! And its only 12:35!!!!!!! The homeocming game on Friday was okidoki. We all decided to skip out and get some Chipotle since we were freakin starving. Got home past curfew so I was in mondo trouble. They got over it. Watched American History X last night while everyone else was dancing the night away. Wake up get a call from Vanessa saying that Calleigh has gone missing. Call her house and talk to her brother , offer some info I know. I really hope shes ok, I keep thinking about what could have happened and what would have happened had I actually gone with her like I was going to. Ok, must go find something to do .....
current mood: bored
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Monday, October 13th, 2003
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10:05 pm
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Wow , what a slow weekend. I watched four freakin movies this weekend. Sunday I started watching Dreamcatcher with Katie (my rating 2/5 stars) , then I saw A Mighty Wind ( 3/5 starts , kickass music!) then Vanessa called me and me her and calleigh went to see School of Rock, but it was sold out so we ended up seeing Kill Bill (4/5 stars). That was a great movie. Very inventive. Then I got home around 11:30 and watched A Streetcar Named Desire (4/5 stars) , Marlon Brando was awesome! Now Im going to watch Bend it Like, Beckham which I just bought from Wally World. I guess you could add two more movies that I saw at Ligia's today. I only saw each of them like halfway. Requiem for A Dream and Breast Man. Both were pretty good, except fo breast man, it was weird. Plus I went to the Dentist today and got five freakin fillings! AH! I had to wait for the numbness to fade down so I could go and get some CHIPOTLE! Yum! Ok, movie girl is signin off. G'night!
current mood: numb
current music: Frontin - Pharrel
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Friday, October 10th, 2003
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11:35 pm - So Sleepy.....
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What a day! Freakin woke up late , missed my math test then I skipped out of third to go to Va Tech's college conference thing. Then skipped out at lunch and went to the Burrito Joynt with Calliegh,Julia,Dhina and Katie. I was so nervous half the time. But we didnt get caught. Ms.B totally flipped out today in Yearbook. She grabbed her purse and keys and left the room after an argument with a student. She came back like 10 minutes before the bell but she looked like she cried or something. After school, I came home and did nada. Calleigh and I went out around nine. Got some ice cream, walked around , took a peek inside blockbuster and went back home. (Damn 10 o'clock curfew!) She came inside for a bit and we talked while watching a Freddy Kouger(sp?) movie. She just left a second ago. I am so sleepy right now. Tomorrow I think Im going on a thrift store rampage. I think I am . But thats after I babysit , blah! Ok, time for sleepy.
current mood: sleepy
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Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
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10:06 pm - A Joey Lawrence "Whoa!" is classic stuff
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My sister and brother-in-law just called us to say that they arrived back safly. Yay! I wish they would have stayed longer. I hate it when people visit during the school year, I have no time to see them! School has been seriously crazy . I didnt even have time to eat lunch today, rather I forgot to eat. I decided to throw away all my drama today. I was just looking at him today and thinking to myself, I need to let go of you but it hurts! Its funny how he has no clue.
My Fashion Pictures came out uber crappy , it was a rushed assignment! But Ms.B said she liked the one of the walkers with the Capitol in the background. Only that I should have gotten peoples faces, but I couldnt! I would have had to jump in front of thousands of people and the capitol wouldnt have been in the picture.
I find myself going backwards. Im starting to listen to songs I listened to in middle school and I actually popped in my NSYNC CD yesterday. Its just bringing back simple times. I dont want to move on from my little school bubble. What if the world eats me up! GAH! Im so terrified.
current mood: crazy
current music: My First Night With You - Mya I LOVE THIS SONG!
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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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11:01 pm - Everything changes...
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Thankfully, I didnt have to stay in NJ for another night. The AIDs walk on Saturday was major fun. A lot of hot guys and a painted school bus driving down the streets of DC with a speaker shouting,"You will all burn in hell! Feel Gods wrath!" Whoa! Everyone laughed it off but I was just pissed. I wanted to jump on that bus and punch the hit out of the driver. I got home and had to pack for NY. The trip was ok, same old routine. Stay in the hotel all night , wake up , go eat at some small pizza shack on the boardwalk, play in the arcade, go back to the room pack up and leave. My cough has not gotten any better so Im going to see Dr. R tomorrow.
I know I keep saying that Im going to step back a little and focus on other things. But now i really am. I realized that everyone else has moved on from past situations, and past situations were not what they seemed to me. I have been hurting too long. I need to let go .This week is going to be shitty.
current mood: melancholy
current music: Unintended - Muse
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Friday, October 3rd, 2003
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6:13 pm - Its FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
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Today felt like the longest Thursday ever! But its Friday ! I kept thinking,"I can do this tomorrow, no wait, todays Friday,damn it!" My day started off with me trying to roll together a ride to school. Gare is headin off to W&M this weekend and didnt want to take his car to school . So me and Ligia got a ride with Katie, fun stuff....righhhht. We started watching 2001 :Space Oddessy , so far its eh. I do have to give mention to the awesome special effects consdiering that it was made in 1968. I was seriously baffled by some of the stuff they were coming up with. I was uber late to class b/ someone got rope stuck in my hair *coughvanessacough*. So I got the whole gang (John,Ern, Jen,Garett,Nes,and Katie) either tugging at it or trying to get it out. A couple of lost peoces of hair later and I jetted for my trailer. The rest of the day was o-tah. I cant make it to Octoberfest b/c I wasnt smart enought to get Callieghs number and shes at work right now. So here I am , off to Maryland to see my sisters in-laws. Then in the morning , its off to DC. Lata mastabatas. hehe
current mood: busy
current music: Bette Davis Eyes
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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5:47 pm - Interesting...
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I would have to agree with everything in this result except for the maturity thinig. Im very mature for my age thank you very much. PS: Someone said balls today in class! BALLS! LMAO! j/k
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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